..time to say goodbye

...5 months have come to an end. Im standing now infront gate c15 waiting for my flight to Dubai and after 13 hours of flying I should hopefully reach home sweet home Vienna. Im trying to figure out if Im happy about it or not. I guess Im bit of everything. Its definitely not the right time to go back...there are still so many people I wanted to share more moments with and there are still so many things to explore in Singapore - to learn about Singapore, about Singaporeans. Not being able to do all this things makes me feel sad, buuut theeeeeeeeeeeen comes the excitement about going back home, meeting all my lovely friends and somehow settling down and starting to be productive again. Im tired of traveling around - Im bit jaded with the a bunch of new impressions. All of them are still in progress. But the main part of the exchange people left Singapore already - and when all the people are gone - Singapore felt bit lonely! So everytime I was in Havelock it felt like "the right time to go back" - but then in the evenings when I was gathering with few people left or with local friends..it was like "nooooooooo pls...i wanna stay bit more". Gathering is fine - but if u have nothing to do during all day - like no work, no studies (and if ure too broke for shopping) - Singapore gets bit boring as well. Or maybe its because Im used to this high stressed way of living. So Im really looking forward to study seriously again :) I missed working my ass off for my courses :)) My dedication for the courses here in Singapore were not overwhelmingly impressive :) Im quiet suprised about the results...50% input, 100% output :) I wished it could work in Austria this way as well :P